I will miss you guys :D

kay, baru lepas exam :D yay! ni baru march test atikah. belum spm :p baikbaik. since yan dah berhijrah. me alone, HERE. krukk krukk. dengar tak sound background dia kat situ? HAHA.

well then, this is for you guys. :D

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu
Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku cuba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan… kamu…

Sayangku
Jangan kau persoalkan siapa di hatiku
Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

WILL LOVE ALL OF YOU ALWAYS :D -zif, yan, sofi and aiman :D

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hey there sunshine.

yeahyeah, I know. me suppose to be at the extra class right now. tapi, hujan. I don't blame hujan. takdir kan. nak buat macam mana. hujan tu rahmat. :) blessed friday :D

alhamdulillah, day by day.. situations is going to be okay. :) well, berada dalam situations tu buat aku sedar siapa orang sebenarnya :) situations where, aku tahu siapa yang akan ada by my side bila aku susah. THANKSTHANKSTHANKS to them of course. bila aku sedar apa yang paling penting sekarang.

till then readers. assalaualaikum :D

changed

thing that I most afraid is when I've changed. changed to another person, and obviously that isn't me.

and baru sekarang aku sedar, PEOPLE DON'T CHANGE WITHOUT A REASON. one's may say that I've changed. and yes, I did. :)

last year was the most happiest year in my life. I've been in ups and downs; great time with school bestfriends, when my boyfriends growing up; from high school to varsity students, I learnt how to accept and of course there are much and I don't have even a word how to describe.

now, that feeling when I've got nothing. when 'they' that I've trust cheat on me. when people around start to differentiate me to another. when, 'they' treat me differently than before. when 'they' soon won't be here by my side.

I feel terrible these days. really and I'm sure that is soo obvious kan?

p/s: I don't know who that I would like to talk abt these things, I don't know who would like to listen. so dearest blog, you're the only one :)

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rainbow

dulu time kecikecik orang selalu kata, tahu tak macamana rainbow terbentuk? sebab ada bucket of gold at the beginning of rainbow tu. dengan daya imaginasi yang tinggi, aku pun bayangkanlah bucket of gold tuu. $,$ :D padahal taktahu, dah kena tipu BULATBULAT! xD days by days, aku tunggu hujan, hujan tak turunturun. suddenly, hujan turun and here it is, ADA RAINBOW. :'D dengan basikal, aku seorang diri pergi cari beginning rainbow tu. *nasib baik dekat, kalau tak, mau rainbow tu naik dekat sungai mana kampung mana karang aku pergi. kecikecik dulu kan, neuron tak berkembang sangat. HAHA.

caricari punya cari.. lastly, jumpaa. tapi, tak ada bucket of gold pun tak situ. ==' *dalam hati: kuaja betul dorang tipu aku. :p lastly, baru aku tahu, rainbow terbentuk sebab refraction of water :') http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rainbow <--- click for more information :D

ngaa~ bestnyaa dulu, time masak telur guna tin, main barbie and its big house, main masakamasak, main kejarkejar malamalam and buat jiran naik angin sebab bising sangat, main lumba basikal sampai jatuh luka kat siku, siku yang lawa dah jadi buruk siku ==' main kejarkejar kat sekolah sampai luka 7 jahitan. HAHA. sekarang, aku main semua tu orang kata aku GILA. =='

kay then, readers. I've got to go. tons of homeworks waiting for me! *SAVE ME. :p lol.

I'm scared

-I'm scared of people that will treat me differently than before.
-I'm scared of what will my future look alike.
-I'm scared that I'll hurt people that I love.
-I'm scared that I'll change.
-I'm scared that I've got the wrong step and leave everything behind.
-I'm scared that I won't satisfy people and they start to talk behind me.
-I'm scared that my friends will stab behind me and won't be right there when I need'em.

this is not me. I've changed and I'm confused :(
am I too worry? that's soo true. Allah, tenangkan aku. :(

gila, kau HOT! :'D

kay, here the conversation. :)

me: haih, tweet aku, messages aku. semua dia tak reply. macamana aku nak tahu dia nak join ke tak ni?

yan: ngah~ budak bajet hot. macam tu lah. dorang rasa dorang famous. tapi, sebenarnya dorang sama je. pernah lalu traffic jam jugak =='

me: hah~ penat dengan orang macam ni.

5 mins after.
yan: okay, dia text aku tanya aku free ke tak petang ni.

me: !@#$%^&*()

my opinions:
*for specific conditions.
well, sometimes, kita kena tahu, ada orang text kita just for fun, and frankly, it annoys me. like, hi awak. ngaa~ awak comel!
but then, bila ada orang text kita and cakap pasal benda like; nak tolong kita, give suggestions, ask for decisions, tanya pasal studying, works etc. tu pun kau tak reply? alasan, malas nak layan budak macam kau ni. bullshit messages tu kau layan pulak. well, I don't texts or tweets or post anything for useless. even kau malas nak layan pun, tolonglah. PERMUDAHKAN KERJA ORANG TU BUKAN PAHALA? and cakap THANKS for suggestions pun bukan pahala jugak?

ngahh~ this post means, aku dah penat layan karenah orang macam ni :p aku pun pernah jugak part malas nak melayan ni. just a text and enough. kita mesti hargai orang yang menghargai kita. :) till then, assalamualaikum.

no boundaries

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!

So hear I am still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries


you touched me once again with another damn lyrics. I'm speechless. :(

"With every step you climb another mountain, Every breath it's harder to believe"
yes, it's hard to believe since I ever knew you.